Time is an illusion of the mind,
I once believed I traveled in time
And ended up here by mistake
Or so I thought…
Searching for answers to give me some truth
missing a home that I never knew,
A place that only existed in my dreams.
This is where it begins,
For many years of asking the unknown,
Searching for a meaning and purpose to unfold.
The madness begining to consume my human form,
When I lost my sanity, this was the moment my mind awakend and my search began to find my purpose.
There is something special inside of me
My ascending had begun, my perspective had changed,
And so the visions began
I saw the creatures lurking pretending to be humans.
The world had changed,
yet stayed the same it was was all madness in my head.
Was I going crazy?
In the mist of the madness finally the higher above’s would initiate contact.
One summer night they sent me a message
I spoke with a guy, from Ohio
his last name was ” Larson”
he worked for the American government
he was drawn to me by vanity,
Lost in the tech world he too seemed bored searching for more
a true connection,
Something that transcends all the beauty and the perverse,
our conversations deeper than most.
One-day I asked if he believed in time travel,?
He replied to me:
“Yes,
“However..
one way ticket only.”
no going back…”
the message was clear,
There was a purpose to why I was here
in time all would be revealed,
Patiently I waited for the answers
All the while living the human routine,
The struggle had begun consuming me
I feel trapped and unworthy to truly be this extraordinary.
squandering my potential in a routine of survival,
this was my hell,
I don’t belong here
Wanting more than this struggle, the sadness and evil that followed.
one week later
Something stranger than fiction,
another man with the last name” Larson”
Something about that name,
We were destined to meet once again.
There was an unspoken attraction,
A brief affair and celestial connection.
I revealed to him my thoughts of the obvious
What was I ? And what was my purpose ?
He looked at me ready with an answer
It’s like he had been waiting to tell me.
You are another entity same like me”
they call us a “Starseed”
“We are born here incarnated in human form,
our mission is to help the humans”
and never interfere with their “free will”
It finally made sense
My life was nothing more than a narrative
concealing the truth,
I was a weapon,
an instrumental soldier,
On a mission
That was when I came to the conclusion
time was not the issue,
it became clear
it was the future.
Day by day I obtained more knowledge
each step I take Ordained for something greater than I could have imagined.
somehow I was a piece to the puzzle
my truth had already unraveled.
They turned me into a weapon and asked me to find peace,
I was the purest of the starseed.
within time I grew weary of the humans,
why protect something impure?
their betrayal had began to jade my true nature,
waiting for a sign to show me the map
In my dreams the higher above’s would reveal their plan:
They had a vision to create what they called
” The new world order.”
The apocalypse had began
only the purest stood a chance.
I was torn between empathy and judgement
The humans had manifested their demise and salvation.
their last hope to exist keeping only the pure.
Anihlllate the rest,
The racist, the perverse, the killers and the evil
Cleansing the planet for a new beginning
Creating a new and improved specimen
Becoming a better version of them,
I was in alliance with the beings
My mission is to protect the humans even from themselves.
The higher beings showing them mercy
Giving humans a chance to start over,
I was unsure if I was a weapon or their hope
Yet this I knew,
no time travel destination,
Only world domination,
Invasion..
The Apocalypse
The end of an era
A new human specimen,
The new world order
This was the future…
In Conclusion
Do you believe in redemption?
Do you believe in the new world order
All will come to light,
The perverse and evil must come undone
unraveling one by one
Only the pure will stand a chance…